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Back to post. My blog is so damn damn dead :D

Thursday: Went to watch tong yan with shuyi, edeline, shuping, yaowen, liqi, hongyuan and his cousin. Thn while watching i was like using my bag to cover my eyes for the first half movie. Thn i wasn't shouting after that shuping keep taking my bag away, thn bo bian have to watch without covering -.- after that got one scary part, i scream the loudest cause shuping said so -.- Thn after the movie, went to toilet thn shuyi wallet lost, we were like find find find , thn cannot find .. Thn went shuyi house for awhile, cause she nid go get her birth cert, thn in the end, she can't take, So we went home lor.. Sad Friday: Was doing spaghetti, thn my baby cousin came, he was so damn cute! Thn was staying at home for the whole though it was boring luh... LOL. ~~~~~~~~~~~ END POST~~~~~~~~~~~ xD

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You're sucha lier. Am I just a extra person to everyone? Yes I think.

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DON'T WALK INTO MY LIFE IF YOU INTEND TO LEAVE ME

hihi. posting today :D Today as usual. Pe, haha. two rounds 10 min but i 11.07 then i reach. Mr Ben say he let me haha. Plus, jiun shyan always the first, i always the second! >:( Haha. Thn after that went for cca. Stuuuupidddd siah... Today marching -.- ! hate marching using sports shoes -.- idiot manzxc! . Okay la, nothing to post ler . Byeeee! ((: Seriously, dun walk into my life, if you intend to leave me. You had been walking into me life, twice! and you still dun wan to go away... what do you want me to do? you like agnes thn go jio her la, what's the point of standing at thr -.- zzz. seriously, now I HATE YOU!

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Longkai thanks for your so called cheering me up (:

Today as usual la.. Nothing happen except my test results -.- zzz very lan.. T.T almost cried... thn longkai come back from recess he say "nevermind one lah, i know how you feel cause i last time also liddat. Dun care about yujie lah." Thanks longkai for cheering me up (: after that cca lor... Very sian derh siah. Go to the class room block the and it's so hot somemore!! Thn about 4.45 leehui call junhui run, thn chester also run and regina pull me to run too! *sobsob* thn run three rounds liao, Regina call me run another 3 more rounds! -.- very tired leh. .. I also did nothing wrong T.T after went home with yi xuan :D reached home at 6.45. (Today, you din even know how i felt... You din even care. Last time you did, now you totally change... I really want to ask you a question, shall i give up or contiune? I wish i can give up.. But i can't let go of you and give up... I also don't want to contiune.. It seriously hurts alot alot alot alot... You won't know the feelings ....... Cause you're not me.. Can i just say goodbye to you and never see you again? I wish i could... )

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haha . Today went studying at the soya bean milk thr with shuyi, edeline and yong siang :D The story begins! Today after school went to SengShiong Shuyi wanna buy some stuffs thn i als edeline keep playing haha! thn after that go to AMK primary school thr the play ground cause edeline derh sis thr, her dad wan edeline to bring her sis home thn her sis say she wan go chior thn go lor hah . after that walk to soyabean milk store that thn buy soya bean milk la of course! :D after that eat bread i share with shuyi, edeline eat herself, see i so good! :D hehe joking :D then at thr talk talk play play . Thn keep making edeline . somemore hor, i laugh laugh laugh, thn do dao smth stupid make me to paiseh ... wanna to know? go ask either shuyi or edeline :D after 30mins, yong siang come and teach us lor. When he teaching us, shuyi and edeline at thr laughing thn he also laughs thn everyone laughs. HAHA siao :DD thn after that about 6 .22 liddat yong siang and shuyi went home, cause they got tuition at 7 mah. so they go first left me and edeline, we send shuyi first, then we go mac thr saw suvene she go buy fries thn i wait for my dad come to fetch me mah. then when he call, edeline pei me go wait for him thn she go find suvene thn she go home liao haha . Today so damn funny!! :D (I seriously don't feel like toking to you... Seriously lah, deep in my heart... But i still can't resist ... I miss last time how we talk... But now, you like don't care about my msgs... Tell you something, I'm Trying to let you go now.. )

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Posting posting posting agn :D Today went to SSC, sembawang shopping centre with shuyi and yaowen. He lead us thr as we dunno how to go. Thn we go Amk Mrt station take Mrt lah, then go dao sembawang. After that, we walk instead of taking the free shuttle bus? I dunno whad yaowen talking la -.-! Thn walk thr liao thn about 15-25min we reach thn go daiso buy things. In the end never buy anything, only buy water haha. Shuyi, Yaowen and me, bought the same water at the price of 2 dollars . Lawls. Thn i wanted to treat him derh, thn shuyi say she want treat him, thn okay lor, give her treat. Haha (: Thn after that, went to basement to find something to eat. Thn eat tako . heehe :D Thn shuyi give yaowen eat one piece, then i also lor. See we so good. xDD After that we went home. At first i and shuyi plan to take the shuttle bus, then must wait quite long mah, then walk instead. We walk back to sembawang Mrt. When we want to walk, we tot that yaowen go liao, but actually he just walk a few steps away. Then we go chase him. In the end, he walk another way -.- Thn we call him ask him how to walk back, he say just walk straight up will reach liao. Thn walk lor. Thn tok alot of things (: After that go AMK hub. walk here walk thr thn decided to go to MOF eat ice-cream . haha, so nice! yummy, but within that time, something that happen make me so paiseh... :S eat finish ler walk here walk thr agn, thn decided to find job . Hoho!! Thn saw jiahui and that "xiao ren"(Qide) thn ask jiahui something . After that headed home :D Had a nice day today! woots!! (: I think i seriously really care about your answer, when you answer shuyi question... Although shuyi told me the answer, i was having a happy face, but deep in my heart, it wasn't...

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Long time no post. Haaha. Today at first wan to meet edeline derh.. But thn someone is going to find her. Thn i dun wan liao. after that yanjia msg me call me go long john silver find her. thn i go find her ler, reach thr ler, saww jiunshyan with her and they almost eat finish -.- ! thn after she eat finish, she go pangseh me == thn left me and jiunshyan. after that jiunshyan go find his fren, then i go school lor. Take bus 269 to school. go for one round as there is still alot of time haha . Thn reach school at about 1.10 barh. Thn reach ler, saw regina, go with her to the classroom outside thr, thn play tap tap revenge 3 :D thn torch relay. Blah blah blah. After that headed to hougang mall, thn go home. Reach home at about 7.30pm :D when i saw ****** hold your wrist, i about abit that jealous -.- why am i jealous about this thing?? why ? .... i think you like her do you? if you are, please tel me earlier... so that i can let go...

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Why are you treating me this way...? Why do you have to do this...? I really don't like it... ** **** tell me that you like *****.... Is it the truth? When i heard it, I pretend that i don't even care about it... But deep deep deep inside my heart, I was crying like mad.... Does it mean that i like you? Does it even prove it?? And from that since, I don't feel like looking at you or, talking to you..... It does not worth anything for me to do that......

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You're ignoring me today... The whole day... Msg you, you din reply me... Msn you, you din reply me... Why? But after awhile, I know the answer already, You are planning to ignore it, and don't give it a damn to it... Why is this so? I really don't understand what are you thinking about... Never ever once...

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This is the last time. If you choose to ignore it, I'll leave.. If you choose to face it, I don't know how to face you. I keep hiding my feelings Planning to keep it to myself. But alot of people seems to know about it I can't hide anymore. This is going to be the last and only. If you know what i mean, good for you. If you don't know, guess yourself :D

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Haiz, it has been so long that i post.. yesterday was so tired to post. Cause yesterday went to work. Flyer disturbute door to door. so damn freaking tired. in the end, only done 1000+ only for 15blks. leg damn pain, thn no pay get, dunno they know that we cheat anot. xD lols. i shall end here. 我是不是在逃避现实？每一次发生的事，都没有好下场。。每个人都会把事情的经过怪在我身上。。我有这么邻人讨厌吗？我有这么讨人厌吗？我想想，的确是真的吧。。每个人对我的态度是真是假，我也不知道。。我知道的是为了我能保住我的朋友的友谊，我领可被老师骂都无所谓。。朋友都是这样的对吧？？我真的不知道。。朋友有可能对你有因模拟也不知道，她对你特好，你就觉得他会被叛逆。。 hais。。为什么人生是这样辛苦的呢？我想说的就是真心诚意的朋友很难找可是他永远是在你的旁边。。因为人是会变的对吧？所以呢，你对他好，他就不会背叛你的。。x）

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爱，爱是什么？爱能让人敢到幸福就在前面，但是，当爱慢慢从你身上飘走了之后，你会很伤心，因为，你有了爱你会感觉到你在天堂，可是，如果你被哀伤害了你会感受到地狱的感觉。。我看到，很多人解除了爱，多多簌簌都受到了伤痛。。为什么单单一个“爱”字，就困扰那么多伤痛呢？为什么？爱是那么痛苦吗？我不知道要这样说爱了。。不知道，石窟的还是甜的。。 whad is love? love,you will feel like heaven, but hurts like hell..

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Why why why why???

Why can't people"s life situation be like in those kind of drama or a fairytale tale story? Every fairytale story has a happy ending, every drama has a happy ending. But why in the real life it"s not? Why i can"t choose the life i want? Why i can"t choose the path i want? Why i can"t control the life i want? Why i can"t have the things i want? Why i can"t defend myself? Why i can"t be stronger? Why i can"t be more brave? Why i can"t accept the facts? Why i can"t have more money? Why i can"t have any true friends? Why i can"t have freedom? Why i can"t be happy? Why i can"t be like anyone else? Why i can"t be a perfect girl like anyone else? Why i can"t jump off the building? Why i can"t die? Can someone tell me why? please... I seriously want to know why..

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now currently at shuyi house using her lap. having a bad mood too. gtg ler. go buy clothes bye! ;DD UPDATE!! Jiahui- Walao, you yesterday promise me liao then today leh? change your mind. say you dun wan go or whadd ever shit la! then later you say you pei me go. i ask you go pei your friend then you say you with qide. then you say qide got CCA then okay lorh. then i call you come shuyi house and i even ask shuyi wad bus you take and how to come. in the end leh? nothing? only a word SORRY! Say whad you go watch movie with qide. yayaya,you got your qide. whad about your frens? promise liao then say go watch movie.whadds wrong with you?!?!?!?!? i can tell you that, you promise ppl, but you din do it. even though you can. whadd for you promise me??!?!?!?! i hate ppl keep changing their mind manzxc!! SORRY CAN'T SOLVE EVERYTHING some things can, but some things cannot.

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yeah, she's your BFFFL, whad about me ? does it mean that i'm not your BFFFL? your BFF? your BF? your FREN?! oh yeah, i once remember that you keep saying things about my back. is this how you treat me A*****? i dun think this is the way. yeah, you use my primary skool nick. i dun mind at all. all i totally mind is WHADD AM I TO YOU. WHADD YOU ARE TO ME. You are a BFFFL to me . but you? NOT EVEN A SINGLE "B" . Jux only a "F" rite? yeah i noe that. she is more understanding then me, more pro then me, more funnier then me, more caring then me. does these all make me as YOUR ONE AND ONLY A "F" ?? whadd i told you, you didn't done it! you keep saying okay okay okay, in the end, i found out that it was NOTHING. You didn't wan to do it. or i could say that you didn't even wan me TO BE YOUR "F" rite? did i hit the jackpot? guess i do. after that time i had quarrel with, i changed. but you? treat me as the same as whadd you did with ZR,SY,JL. whenever i go out with you, ZR i ALWAYS felt LEFTOUT. You won't know the feeling, unless YOU ARE ME. You and ZR always talking about things that i dunno how to answer, or how to question it. I can feel that in your FRENS list, i'm the last, as i'm YOUR ONE AND ONLY "F" . I just found out that, i like you...

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hey yo! back again!!! Today english and chinese paper 1 was okay lah.. english sherry and jiahui keep toking like asking whad is this whad is that. then chinese borrow dictionary from jiahui and baoling! thanks (: cos i dunno mah then i use use use liao then finish ler go library with shuyi, shuping, edeline and suvene. we go eat pepper lunch.. so exp... then kaili and jiahui also come eat pepper lunch. then agnes, yanjia and kengyee go KFC eat. after that jiahui and kaili was lining up. then shuping, shuyi and me keep taking our food to give them see. make them pekcek. hahas.. then went library, i was toking to shuyi about some stuffs. then we was laughing all the way inside the library. thn went opp. the library playground play. thn cleavon damn stfu lah. so write whadd i love qide -.- freak you la. then taht longkai still go take pict of it. fuuuuckkkktaaardddd la!! thn heckcare them. i and shuyi go dunno whad place tok tok tok. near hub. we tok tok tok. tok about whadd happen to her on tuesday. damn funny siah!!! i was drinking water, then she say the thing was so funny that i spilt out the water on the floor siah!! haha.. everyime with shuyi, i can tell my secrets to her and tok funny stuffs that will make you laugh like hell!! end of post. byee~

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today, went hub with simin, roleen,longkai, hongyuan, qide. went mac eat. eat liao go shop shop . shop liao then walk walk. walk liao then go home. nothing else more. at hub saw yanjia, kengyee, agnes, jiahui and kaili. after that take bus 88 go home. reached-home at 5+ 爱一个人没有错；错就错在缘份太短；爱一个人很难；你爱他；他并不爱你.. gonna change myself starting from now.. seriously hate myself..

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today, nothing special luh.. after skool went to MFSS, opp derh playground play with Simin and JiaEn thn longkai, guojie and jianlong come play. then after that went for oral at hall.damn like longkai damn whadd siol. wan simin tell him whadd the oral pict. siah . -.- thn after that went vivo with simin, longkai and jianlong, i go buy my sweet. very nice (: longkai dun dare to eat lorhs. no ball (: jianlong eat liao still wan. hahas, i dun wan give him. then 6.30 then go back.. cos go playground slack . then simin mum call her and was shouting like a mad woman siol. thn simin about 7+ almost 8 thn reach home. thn called her then ask her whadd happen thn her aunt was shouting at her. then i was like taking my phone away then still can hear it loud and clear -.- then tok to longkai in msn. thn he keep blame himself -.- he like keep blaming himself . thn i was like also got fault lorh. cos if i din insist of calling simin to go vivo with me, then wont happen.. SIMIN, I AND LONGKAI ARE SO SORRY FOR MAKING YOU GETTING SCOLDED FOR BEING HOME LATE!!! WISH YOU ARE HAPPY WITH HER..

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Okay, long time bo post liao, then i start from sat.

SATUARDAY:

went to suvene to do project, in the end, we did nothing and was just playing about siah.. i keep taking picts with suvene and huishan!! (: huishan damn sexy siah!!! (:

SEXY RITE??

i noe the picts damn ugly luh-.- dun nid comment thanks. SUNDAY: went for BBQ in the morning, go NTUC and they buy alot of stuffs. then go yiming house, for one hour, after that go kerlynn to YCK MRT she meet her GEE then i go AMK walk walk then ask yanjia whr she, then go find her, then eat at mos burger, then wait for Agnes and Kaili. so wait . then take 269 go yiming house. after that thn BBQ start liao. then got alot of things happen. then at 9+ kerlynn dad take me home. sorry ah jiabin!!! i will pay you back the $23 derh!!!

MONDAY: went to skool. then everything the same then go library. then at thr study. thn lend from yaowen his earpiece. then dad come at 7 to fetch me.

TUESDAY:

went library with jiahui, kengyee, longkai, qide, jianlong and hongyuan. then at thr trying to study, then they damn noisy luh. then in the end nothing-.- din study at all. JIAHUI AND QIDE, CONGRATZ!!! (:

WEDNESDAY:

Tie day, lucky got bring tie. then science lesson, the second period was listening to music then fall asleep. mdm low dun care derh lorhs.. thn celebrate SIMIN BIRTHDAY!!! you LAO LIAO!!!

THURDAY:

Went hub with jiahui, kaili, yanjia, agnes and kengyee. eat at thr thn go home. then SUDDENLY KNOW MrsYeo dead.. crying like mad..

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hohoho.. now currently at suvene house doing project.. hahas.. thn took some retarded picts. will upload some other days. hahas..haahaahaahaahaahaahaaahaahahaahaahaahaahaahaa the type of guy i like: cute cute derh,caring&abit funny,playful&like to actcute,feel safe when with him,loves to irritate and when studying very serious.. (L)

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1st: do i really like you? 2nd: do i really need you? 3rd: do i really want you? 4th: why mux you treat me so good? 5th: why mux you everytime let me down? 6th: why mux you keep toking to ...... 7th: why mux you keep ingoring me? 8th: why mux you keep guailan me? 9th: why mux you keep giving me a cold shoulder? 10th: do you even like me? would you die for me,would you run with me, and never look back..?

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everyone has a true fren.i din have one.not even a single one.i'm the one being lonely in this earth in this world.no one care for me, no one bother to tok to me. yea~ i'm irritating,annoying, selfish.even though whadd regina have told me.things still wont change rite?nothing will ever change.i just want you all to know these five things about me as i thought a long time ago........... ............................ First: i'm sorry for being a so selfish person. Second: things will not change even though i have change.Third: no one will treat me as a friend.Fourth: when you are a friend to me, you'll suffer.Fifth: i'm selfish,annoyoning,irritating.Last: i've gave up hope on myself..

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hiiie =D went to watch how to train your dragon with jiabin, guojie, hongyuan, shaun, agnes, jiahui, kerlynn, kengyee and kaili. the show was okay luhh.. but i lurrrve the part when the show shocked us, then kengyee kena shocked was damn funny manszxc! haahaa.. then before, we went in, we go fairprice and bought lots of snacks.. haahaa.. then call us to put inside our bags siah. nice plan they have (: shall end my post here.. byebye=D

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so sian.. yesterday, went tampines with auntie. thr go sell japanese food luhh. then go see see walk walk. thn went to pizza hut eat. eat till so full. she still call me eat ice cream -.- thn bo bian cos she buy while i was in the toilet.. then eat liao. go mini toons.hahaa.. yanjia b'day is just tmr..

haix.. she is gonna be disappointed in me.. haix.. today, also very sian.. haix..!! boring!

i hope i'm important to you, like how you're to me.. trying to put the pieces of the broken glass back.. i wish you will find out your importance to me one day..

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Nothing gonna change in me..

Yea~ everything happening is all my fault.. my fault.. nothing will change forever and ever. i causes everything, you all might say. what thing i am at wrong first, the second thing actually i'm not wrong at, you all will blamed it on me.. nvm it's okay with it.. i admit, i'm a trouble maker.. you all might hate me. nevermind, go ahead, i'm a person that no one like me.. even me, myself, also hate my ownself more then you all. cause i'm living in a world that never ever belongs to any one else then mine.. no one will ever feel how i am hurt by you guys, unless you were me.. all these things mean nothing to me. as everything is repeating and repeating . agn and agn. it doesn't matter how hurt i am, it matters how hurtful are you to me when i see you every single day. you don't care how does the person feel, you only care that whether you are happy anot. i'm gonna change me, my life. change to a new person. then the one in the pass. can i do it? i keep failing and failing. in my life, there isn't a word call success. but it have the word TRY. if i TRY then i CAN. If i have the determine, i'm sure that i CAN.

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TODAY DAMN FUCK UP

today was abit fuck up siah. KNN luh!! morning the japanese class someone go throw things behind me make me damn fuck up -.- then went to cheng san market eat then go home. reach home, dunno whr my key. make me find for 30min and the key is in my pocket -.- cos parents not at home maid with them. thn go inside liao watch your hand in mine. watch till ep 100+ liao. watch finish then go sleep. sleep ler parents came back thn go chinatown. go thr see see. thn buy this buy that. thn go home liao. reached home at 7.35pm. I REALLY WAN TO FORGET YOU.! DELETE YOU AWAY IN MY MIND. WHY CAN'T I?!!

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如果我说我恨你就代表我爱你因为如果没有爱就没有恨。。说真的我真的很想恨你。。可是我每一次都做不到。。真么办呢？？

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BACK FROM CAMP~

Yoszxc~ so sianx.. nothing to do. CAMP WAS REALLY DAMN FREAKING HELL FUN OKAY?! haahaa.. camp was so fun. except for the high elements.. i promise myself that i will never ever go play the high elements ler.. so freaking scary manszxc! today woke up at 9+ then at thr watching television. then change clothes meeting zhaorong. but then before going out my maid kena scold by my mummy dunno what thing luh, then i tell her i going out then she at thr nag nag nag scold scold scold. dun let me go out. i was wth la. then about an hour later~ i tell her i going out. then faster open the door and go out ler. then go find zhaorong go hub then go bishan the mini toons find whether got the big big doraemon anot. then dun have. go action city find. have but not so big luh.. $43-$50++ like abit exp lor.. but quite big luh. not so small and not so big. just slightly smaller then the big big one luh. then after that 1+ i go hougang for tuition. from circle line change to purple line. reached hougang call auntie come cos i bo liu to eat then call her come eat with me^^ plus she also giving me the dunno what memory card luh. then eat finish liao. time to go for tuition. go cheers thr wait for kerlynn. waiting for her is like a so damn slow lor. 15min pass~ she came -.-" then went up for tuition. during the tuition was like abit funny lor. she at thr wan to eat sweet i dun wan give then she go my bag and take -.- thn bo bian give her. she wan the bean de i lied to her i din bring haha.. then the tuition gonna finish i tell her then she at thr say me so bad hahaa~ after tuition went to popular was finding one notebook. find here find thr. finally find liao. thn go buy . went to interchange was finding whr is bus 74. then find here find thr cant find then i was damn pekcek la. then the bus suddenly came -.- then just aboard it. reach ahgong house liao. then never even sit for a min my mummy called and call us go find her at AMK central go eat. eat finish liao then go home. reached home at 9 . Is this the life i wan? i hate my life. my life sucks! my life is so fk up! i hate myself. i should not have like you. why am i so stupid? !! i really want you. but what can i do? nothing! you dun even like me. so nothing i can do.. please stop everything.. i really to forget about you.. i really want to hate you.. can you let me do it? for goddness sake?! i really really really wan to forget you.. i'm just only wasting my tears on you...

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Yoszxc!!! i'm back from hongkong manzxc!! it's was fun at thr luh.. but handphone tio pickpocket . damn kaopei lor, that theif. bought alot of things there. bought quite alot souviner.. yanjia damn good de lor. got her favourite DORAEMON lor. i good right? haha jkjk.. now currently at SUVENE house. haahaa/ bye~ nid to do project liao.~ sayonara~~ [let me go;] ( ` heartbroken `)

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People do say, i say the truth, you don't believe i say lies, you believe. whats the problem with "lies" and "truth"?? the problem is, whether, you want to believe it anot. is all up to you. not the person telling. you should know who is lying, who is saying the truth. Today have arts night. damn sianx luh. when siting down, Ryan was sitting behind me then i keep toking to him. then i ask him to lend me his iphone. then play lor. jiahui and kaili keep toking to him. dk why jiahui is so "interested" in him siah! haha. then go band rm with regina, lend her itouch play with jiahui taptap. then she lose to him. then i play with ryan. he win me manzxc. wth lor . today damn piss luh. cos of the stupid, idiotic clarinets juniors. they damn guailan lor. call them pratice they dun want -.- thn keep say this say that. then roxanne so angery with them. but they din know, i and regina know that she angry as she throw her things so hard.. sad for her.. cos she got such kind of juniors.. anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAILI!! MAY YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE! ((:

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heyheyhey! next week is march holidays. and going to hongkong manzxc! ((: and tmr is a special day!! you guess bah (: and tmr got arts night manzxc! wearing band tee and that person is going! looking forward to it! hahas.. bye~

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Seriously, i really don't want and don't have the mood to post. Don't know why these few days, having a mood swing.. A little bit of things, and happen to me, i will be very angry. Also don't know whats the reason.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~UPDATE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

You're all I ever wanted ;

today, so sian la. lessons so damn boring at class keep doing other things. after school, din go for CCA, cos got headache, damn pain lor. then go D&T workshop thr, do the what recycle thingy lah. then go AMK hub with jiahui go thr see things. after that, agnes come then go buy food to eat. she kaili call her then agnes wait for kaili, then jiahui and i go home le. reach home le, damn sianx la. straight away put my bag in the room, then go to bed sleep. just now then wake up and then go bath.

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Times really fly.. so fast already March, the third month.. it's like only pass 1 hours sia.. ok, today damn sianx la. IPW, did nothing much then the suvene and huishan at thr tok tok tok. dunno tok what also dun wan to care. then Mr Ong call us to do what discription lah, then do do do next is history, more sianx! At there tok about this, highlight this highlight that.. bla bla bla la .. after that recess, go sit thr, buy drinks then etcs . after that is music, that MR GOH damn wad la . sae what those who din bring their file nid to write ''I WILL REMEMBER TO BRING MY MUSIC FILE ON EVERY MUSIC LESSONS'' mux be capital letter and nid to write 200lines -.-" after that is D&T liao .. at thr so sian.. everytime do worksheet nia, then do lor dunno how to do copy from kengyee's work only abit then the rest i do myself (: then after D&T lessons is MT . Nothing de la. just only sian. after skool, pei yingxin go find Mr Tan go take the Art-Mazing form. then yingxin do the NYAA thingy. do finish liao i go home. then, now at home. DAMN SIAN!!!! Get lost from me.. i wanna hate you!!!! get lost!! get lost!! get lost!! get lost!!!!!!!!

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Stupid people do stupid things..

I just found out the answers that when they cut/slash themselves they say not pain at all.. As the they use the penknife to cut/slash themselve, it wasn't pain at all. The one and only simple reason is that they use the penknife to slash themselves, it actually pain, but it means nothing, as the more painful thing is what they had suffered from what they just found out that they hate it and they slash themselves.. Some people think it's rather stupid by slashing themselves, but did they ever think, what did it actually happen and why they want to slash themselves? Did they think of it? no right? yeah~ maybe it's quite stupid, but i still did, okay? Stupid people will do stupid things..

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You're all I ever wanted ;

hey readers! i'm back! haahaax. now currently at library with jiahui, agnes, kengyee and yanjia. they so guai siah. revise.. hahaax then just now went to mac revise with shuyi, then saw yujie, shaun, jian long, yaowen and qide . they so guai manzxc! at thr study math.. actually, just now at hub, take neo-print with liqi and shuyi -.-" then damn funny lor!!! whn designing, i tot i heard longkai, yujie, jiabin voice manzxc!! i tot is them.. but then dunn have.. shock me siah.. ok la.. nothing to tok about ler..haahaax xDD bb!! :D

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Hey! Actually, i'm been so busy manzxc!! keep studying.. for Common test. That Mr Tan, damn fxcker siah. My maths cher tells us that, thoses who fail their math test, nid to retest. then he during art lessons come in our class say wad, thoses who get below 20 for the math test, nid to retest. i was like, wtf. wan retest why dun everyone retest la. cos he sae 20 and below nid to retest then those who get 20 and above so free sibo? wan retest everyone retest la, dun wan then the failers retest la. cb fxcker la hor. at the kp so much. u think you our form cher so wad? zai ah? dua ah? u think u can control us sibo? everytime our class got into trouble, u at thr diam diam nia. sae what you at home think for so long. as if la hor. instead of helping OUR/YOUR class, you go help the cher. go la go la. go help them lah. everytime listen to them, instead of us. stupid . **Sry, din put links and cbox, cos i wan to change blog skin agn. sry x.x**

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Yeah~ I feel that i'm the one who is so damn fxcking stupid. i was been torture,by you. now i than relize, how much am i ________ to you. You doesn't even treasure the ____________ . You think i am stupid? a moron? an idiot? or what? or a gal that doesn't even know what is ________ ? which? tell me? i really would like to know the answer from you. You think every thing can ends it with a "sorry" and a "nevermind" ? Some things, it can. But some things, it CAN'T! So please get it right. You think i everything will say "nevermind" is it? So you think i'm easy to be _______ by you is it? let me tell you, i'm a gal who is strong. Can take up some jokes, and i know you can't. Some times i think is hurtful, but you still did it and think that i can take up the joke rite? dun you think that way? When i return a tooth for a tooth, did you even think that what you have done, is it hurtful to me? you don't even think of the consequenses. so, you don't even have the right to comment about me, unless you can take up the joke, that you did to me. you are a fxcking stupid retarted.

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What can i do..?

hey guys! i'm back :D actually today nothing much luh.. today only do the deco of the CNY nia. thn nth else.. lol. Angie, just face the facts. . there's nothing to change. . so you've just face the truth. . i know is hurtful.. but what can you do about it? Nothing rite? so just face it. . and it'll soon be over..

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You're all I ever wanted ;

Yoyoyo!!! I'm back!! haahahaha!!! Today is my day manzxc!! (8/2/10) everything as per normal.. but only science and maths is most funny lessons today!! SCIENCE:

The cher let us copy the answers frm her wkbk

thn we copy, we sae that we cant see we cant see

then the cher sae ur eyes pajiao de ah ? then we all

laugh laugh laugh, it's not that we are laughing those

ppl which the cher sae that they are pajiao, we laugh is

cos that the cher DARE to sae PAJIAO in front of us manzxc!!

MATHS:

The cher, Mr Ng, he gave us our maths test paper, then

i tot i will fail badly.. as he sae, "u guys do ah.. every horrible."

thn i get my paper back i got 19/25 manzxc!! good rite??! haahaa

and i win longkai manzxc!! he got 13/25 haahaa, pass one mark nia..!!

haahaa too bad!! i still win u !! haahahahahah!!

poor jiahui, yujie, jiabin, edeline and huishan.. nid to retest agn.. ):

but i still very happy cos i win longkai!! muhahahahahh!!!

thn got one guy cum to our math lessons, thn he pass the

story book to vanessa, thn the cher tok tok tok scold scold scold

etc etc. thn the cher damn LOL lor.. just wan the guy say SORRY to

him nia. then causes alot of trouble. so freaking LOL lor!!

Thn after skool, hall got reharse(dk how to spell.)

then play play play do do do i was doing history la.

thn kerlynn & lyeyee was dancing. etc etc.

thn they dance hor, lyeyee dance so nice and cool lor!!

kerlynn din dance cos mei chen ask her dun dance.

nth to tok about it ler!! byebye

xDD!!!!

yeah.. BETRAY this word, to ME is NOTHING at all

as i got betray lots of lots of times. and even i din do it,

they sae is i betray. WTF lor . Knn, not my taiji become my

taiji. u nbccb fucker la hor. any how sae ppl betray u betray u

but is u first betray me lor. i just at thr diam diam see wad u

sae nia. i very good already hor, give u face, dun wan to tok back

u think wad? i bo tok back means i scared sibo? i just wanna see

how long u wan to tok nia, u think wad, u studies good then zai la

sibo ? nb fucker, mai act la hor, act act act, act give who see?

give ur cb see meh ? mai tok rubbish la which even an idiot also

dun understand la BITCH. cb fucker.

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You're all I ever wanted ;

yo, i'm back.. currently having a moodswing luh uh.. because of one thing make me so pissed off. currently rushing my history project now.. din know wad to do or how to do it.. and huishan choose me as a leader -.-" i think i dun fit to be the leader and yet, they still choose me -.- just wanna to sabotage me rite? obviously is rite. but dun care luh. got do can liao. in the beginning of the year total got 3 IPW. . first is the recycling thingy lah..(Mr Ong de IPW) second, is the total defence(Mdm Aisha de IPW[Opps! din know how to spell her name x: ]) third, is the D&T with HE ppl do dunno wad dish luh.(Mr Lau & Miss Angie) recycle thing, i really din know wad to do. total defence, finding information to do it. D&T totally heckcare. also din know wad kind of thing i am drawing. . So sianx.. Tmr Monday le.. school agn.. out of the 7 seven days, thursday is the one and only day i am free -.- monday go gym, tuesday CCA, Wed CCA, thursday,Go out or go home, friday CCA, Sat go library or go out with family, Sunday rushing all the homeworks and still got family day -.- see how busy i am every week. i still nid to spare time for my rememdial, homework and my sleeping time. . best of all. . i wish i can be sick for a month rather thn going to school, face the teacher, let the cher scold every day scold scold scold, u everyday tok about the same thing not sianx de meh? you tok the same thing not sianx, we listen till sianx le leh. ur mouth not tired, our ears tired leh. nid to rush my history project le. byebye yeah. . every thing maybe my wishful thinking. . but can u let it be my wishful thinking? keep let it on could you..? end this end that end everything, why don't you as well end my life too?!

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You're all I ever wanted ;

yes!!! my blog is finally dead manzxc!! hahahahahahahah!! LOL. since, the day i post the last, i cnt use the com, even if i can use, i also LAZY to post.. As there's nothing for me to post luh.. but now, whn i am free, i will post some stuffs. byebye!! xDD **** ~~~UPDATE~~~ ****

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BUSY DAYS!

Finally can update? LOL. Can't use com this few weeks, also dk why.. Maybe i'm too busy lor.. CCA, remedial, japanese classes etc etc luh.. Thn lazy to post somemore.. Nothing to post luh.. JUST SO SIANZ AT HOME! and yesterday when i was on my way home, i wait for bus 88 for 30min, then the bus FINALLY came and i can't get up the bus cos it was full and i nid to walk all the way home plus walk till half my bag broken.. AND THAT STUPID BUS DRIVER WASTE MY 30MIN TIME! Nth to post ler.. ~UPDATE~ Agnes mai say i bo update hor!

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You're all I ever wanted ;

It's hard to forget someone..

The best thing on earth to me is to totally forget about him.. nothing else more.. Is it that difficult to forget someone? but why is it easy to remember someone whr by it is so difficult to forget someone.. isn't it so funny??? really cant stand my life.. it is so damn fk-up.. it's a torturing life, not a perfect life not life that everyone wanted it.. i really really really really wanna forget him why can't i? is it i dun wan to forget about him? or what??? Please dun ask anything or comment ;D

You're all I ever wanted ;

Everything in life,

was it just a dream?

or it really happen?

i felt that whatever i wish

for it doesn't happen at all..

but it happen in the opp. way..

Was it my fault for falling in love

with someone? was it my fault for

meeting him in real life? was it my

fault or god fault?! Or in the future,

my life is already in this state?

From Sec 1 till now, was it my wishful

thinking? was it a dream? if is a dream

it's a nightmare.. In my life, this doesn't

happen before.. it has started since you

appear infront of me.. in my life..

you said you will hate me forever, but on

my birthday, i made a wish, i said

"i wish you won't hate me"

but did it come true? i din know.. but you

will hate me, why you din take any action

for hating me? i don't ppl hate me .. cos

my hate list is full no space you squeese

your name in..

If one day, i really so damn sad, i will go to

any of the buildings thnn jump down.. as i

rather die than being torture by some idiots

in my class.. as it really really really really

hurt.. you din try it before and you don't

know how it feels like when you are torture

by a guy.. the feeling sucks to the core ..

i hate this feelings..

sometimes i just called you your nick, than

you seems like you are angry with me for

just that reasons. but you? you said me how

many times i also can take it, but how about you?

why can't you take it? ..

Everytime you said me whatever things, my heart

have a scar.. no matter how i stick it tape it, it will

still have the scar..

i tried and tried to hold my tears back.. but it still

dropping .. heart is breaking into half.. it can't be

back agn.. T.T

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Hmm..

Dear readers, am i back again? haha

actually today, quite a fun day? As Yanjia

and zhaorong come to my house. Whee~ LOL

we had alot of fun luh.. especially when we are

watching happy tree friends!! hahas!! YanJia

say the show was so damn sicko.. But to me, is

ok.. But for zhaorong, i think she is first time

watching happy tree friends, she keep saying

so cute so cute!! Than i was like wth -.- cute meh ?

later you see how they are killed than you will say

"so cute" these words -.-

Today they come to my house the reason is

come my house to do hmwk nt play. but in the end,

only zhaorong done finish her english book review

yanjia din and i also haven done it X-X

ZhaoRong and i have been playing the pillow fight

so called as the "pillow fight" !!! it was so damn fun LOL

but i keep hiting zhaorong lips or face idk luh, thn she keep

complain complain, then call Yanjian to join she dw

thn we mai force her to join lo. Thn we even video it dwn!!! LOL i will post 3 videos.. damn funny HAHA

After that Agnes called me, then i and yanjia tok with

agnes while zhaorong was using my lappy, talk till my

handphone got fever(very hot) -.-"

thn Kaili msg me and ask me whether i know how to do

history and she ask yanjia whether she know how to do science

thn i say i know. thn the Yanjia so big mouth go say is i help her do one

thn Kaili ask me to help me do for her history and science i was like

What..The..Hell..

byebye~~~

i din even know that you are so cruel.. as you had already

said, you will hate me forever right? but, why did you

even tok to me? i already had forgotten about you

but since that time you have talk to me, i suddenly

think of you again and again, did you know that? i

dun think that you know it.. As you don't even care about

it!! you are jus a J E R K !!! did you know how i felt

that time? you jus ask me a few stupid questions, alot

of ppl tell me that you planned everything. but, i din

believe it. but since that day you tok to me, and ask me

one of the question, it prove that you have really really

really planned everything..

i really really really can't do anything towards you..

i only can HATE you..

Sry, i really cant help it..

as you force me to hate you...

you are just torturing me.. *sob..*

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well.. Am i back? haha

During the holidays, it isn't fun at all..

Alot of things happen around me..

not happy things happening or should

i say abit of happy things? but alot of

hurtful things happening to me during the

holidays..

hmm.. lets start with happy things ;D

my uncle has married and i can get EXTRA

red packet haha.. and happy new year to

everyone.. i think these is the happy things..

i guess so..

Buh-byee~!

Sad things? i dun wish to talk about it.. but

if i don't say it out.. sooner or later, i will be

stuck in the world of dark forever..

As means i don't even belong to the world of

the world of you all are having right now.. idk

name does your world is.. Happy? Contented?

but mine? called sad,lonely,hurtful world.. it isn't

a world for you.. but is for me.. as there's no happy

things happen around me, but turn it over, it's the

sad things happening around me..

Do you think my life sucks? if you were me, knowing

what kind of life i am living, happening in school, would

have the same thinking as me? would you? i think so..

but the kind of life you are living is a comfort life, nice

school.. i really think my life sucks, why don't you

think that my life sucks? Your life is much more

better then mine..

My life sucks when you appear infront of me.. <-- for someone special i think you know who..

ok, now, i just think that i can't believe anyone..

as i cant trust anyone.. especially you..

as i cant believe that you really planned

everything.. you keep hurting me non-stop..

whn i saw you, can i pretend that i don't even

know you before? Can i ? can i? can i?!?!

my life, whn i saw you, my life damn fuck up.

after a period, you keep making me non-stop,

as i really really hate you.. thats what i think for

now, but that's was only my thinking, it might nt

be real.. My heart, my brain can't forget you..

Is this because that i really love you? now i don't

really have that feeling.. Now i have the feeling is

HATE. but i don't think that my feelings to you

is HATE, for now.. i think is nothing? i cant

really hate you..

When the day you have left, i have being

crying and crying in a lonely place.. Why

cant you stop torturing me? you have been

torturing me for a year! Still not enough? or you wan

2 years? 3 years? 4 years? or 5 years?!

i really have enough!! if i said enough, stop it!

will you even stop? or you will contiune? i think

you will contiune.. as maybe you think that i am easy

to bully right? but, you're wrong!

You're all I ever wanted ;